愛紀気分

im hurt again. im going through this again.
i thought you will be my home forever.
but you are gone again. everytime you are gone,
i cry.
feel like it's the end of the world.
why would you do this to me?
my heart hurts.
my heart beats like crazy.
can't eat
can't sleep
can't breath

is this something telling me?
is this what it was supposed to happen?
for a god's sake, something should happen.
to be better.
i cry. i cry everyday and nite.
here i am. sitting here staring at my wall.
how do i get out
when am i gonna see a light in the dark.